So this is probably a post that will continue to haunt me for the assumed years I will be a student. How does one balance classes with an already full load of readings, plus read extra research-related material and still maintain life -- all the obligatory domestic chores ? So okay, get over myself, right? I'm not teaching classes nor am I even working part-time -- but STILL!
Paper due tomorrow -- why has it become increasingly difficult to produce a mere 3 pages? Have I internalized "performance anxiety"?
I was in a major slump three weeks ago, what, with commenting on just selected texts as apposed to all the required texts; so the days that followed were mixed with anxiety and disappointment -- mental agonies I had not experienced in a specific way -- and yet miraculously, the paper turned out to be "better than expected" -- that is, received some uplifting comments from Freudian Prof. So what the fuck just happened? Needless to say, my spirits are high and I think I can really rock final papers -- if only i can manage time more effectively. hmm...
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